||[Jan. 17th, 2009|05:15 am]
I don't really believe in new year's resolutions, but as I'm about to be moving into my very first new house (so sweet!) and my roommate and I are both trying to get the wheels of change started in our favor) there are a few key areas I want to try to be more aware of/proactive about. so my areas of focus for myself (some of them, anyway) are as follows:
-Learning to forgive ('specially myself,cause that makes doing that with anybody else that much easier). This is a must, and what I've realized to be at the core of a lot of my issues.
-Kicking that damnable jealousy demon (a highly undesirable trait has begun rearing it's head in unforseen ways lately, which is me getting in a really pissy mood whenever I'm around multiple friends, with few exceptions. I find myself getting really irritable over the way they act around each other...or something. It requires further observation to say the least)
-Rediscovering that like for myself I had for all of a month or two before I let it become mired in the loss of identity that so defines my life.
-Getting off my ass for once in my life and just DOING SOMETHING. anything!